ROAD TO RECOVERY
If you ever ask me if I'm okay, I will say I am... If you ask me if I'm still mad, I'll tell you no I am not... If you ask me if I'm still sad... Yes! I am still sad... I still have heartache that i think i would never get rid of... The attached feelings can't be taken away...
But I am telling you this... I deserves to be mad over what happened... I deserves to cry and be sad things happened to me past few years... And I deserves to be happy as well...
I am thankful that I am taken away and seperated from those people I should stay away for years to get my heart stitched back... Hahahahaha!!! I might be jailed for killing someone... 😂
So, I am not holding grudge to anyone... I don't mind anymore... I'm too used to it... I don't care anymore... It doesn't matter anymore what you're trying to do to make me 'jelly' or angry... It doesn't work anymore...
I'm trying to embrace my poor feelings... 😂 I'm satisfied for showing my feelings... I did what I supposed to... I just don't wanna fight and try anymore...
I want to embrace my happy life... As long as you're happy to be with people around you, I'm happy too... I pray that you'll always be healthy and live a long life to gain happiness...
I'm sad that once special bond is broken and cannot be mend anymore... But, i guess it doesn't meant to be... I'm learning to be better person... I'm learning to be happier... By that time, I hope there is no awkwardness stands between us...
I still miss the time we used to spent together... The places we used to go... The things we used to do... Above all, I miss u so much... 😊
Maybe one day when we crossed again in life, we'll sit together in a coffee shop reminiscing the memories we had together...
We might not gonna see each other anymore... So,
Take care~~ 💙
p/s: it doesn't hurt so much anymore like before... If doing better... I'm healing~~ 😊
But I am telling you this... I deserves to be mad over what happened... I deserves to cry and be sad things happened to me past few years... And I deserves to be happy as well...
I am thankful that I am taken away and seperated from those people I should stay away for years to get my heart stitched back... Hahahahaha!!! I might be jailed for killing someone... 😂
So, I am not holding grudge to anyone... I don't mind anymore... I'm too used to it... I don't care anymore... It doesn't matter anymore what you're trying to do to make me 'jelly' or angry... It doesn't work anymore...
I'm trying to embrace my poor feelings... 😂 I'm satisfied for showing my feelings... I did what I supposed to... I just don't wanna fight and try anymore...
I want to embrace my happy life... As long as you're happy to be with people around you, I'm happy too... I pray that you'll always be healthy and live a long life to gain happiness...
I'm sad that once special bond is broken and cannot be mend anymore... But, i guess it doesn't meant to be... I'm learning to be better person... I'm learning to be happier... By that time, I hope there is no awkwardness stands between us...
I still miss the time we used to spent together... The places we used to go... The things we used to do... Above all, I miss u so much... 😊
Maybe one day when we crossed again in life, we'll sit together in a coffee shop reminiscing the memories we had together...
We might not gonna see each other anymore... So,
Take care~~ 💙
p/s: it doesn't hurt so much anymore like before... If doing better... I'm healing~~ 😊
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