My Worst Nightmare

My fears. They finally come together.

I knew that this day will come. But, I'm still not ready to face it. I found out stuffs that I wish I would never face. I hate goodbyes. I hate being apart from someone I love. I hate the fact that we won't see each other anymore.

There's too much things going on inside my head and I don't know what to do. I wish I never had feelings. I wish this would never happen. I can't handle the heartache. I can't handle the separation. Because I know that eventually we will lost contacts. I wish we won't. I don't want to.

My heart is aching. For some reasons. For someone.

I don't wanna be far from you. I never want you to walk away from my life. I know that people come and go. But I wish I could hold on to you and make you stay. I need you in my life because I love you.

More than anything else in this world.

But, I want you to be happy with your decision. With your choice. No matter where you go or no matter what you do. Please remember that I love you. Remember me always. Keep me inside your heart and never forget me.

Please take care!

I won't see you when you're leaving. I hope it's not the end. I hope I'll see you again. Don't say goodbye.