My Worst Nightmare
My fears. They finally come together. I knew that this day will come. But, I'm still not ready to face it. I found out stuffs that I wish I would never face. I hate goodbyes. I hate being apart from someone I love. I hate the fact that we won't see each other anymore. There's too much things going on inside my head and I don't know what to do. I wish I never had feelings. I wish this would never happen. I can't handle the heartache. I can't handle the separation. Because I know that eventually we will lost contacts. I wish we won't. I don't want to. My heart is aching. For some reasons. For someone. I don't wanna be far from you. I never want you to walk away from my life. I know that people come and go. But I wish I could hold on to you and make you stay. I need you in my life because I love you. More than anything else in this world. But, I want you to be happy with your decision. With your choice. No matter where you go or no mat...